I never write on Tumblr anymore. This is due to having a shitty USB netstick that basically uses up all it’s downloads if I even think of going on the internet and it costs like $15 for 1gb. Suck me off Optus. Also I can’t really be bothered anymore. I’ve basically mastered the art of supressing feelings, and if I write about them I fear that it’ll bring shit back...
Stood there and watched you walk away From everything we had But I still mean every word I say to you He will try to take away my pain And he just might make me smile But the whole time I’m wishing he was you instead
I forgot tumblr existed for like 2 weeks. Oops.
Today my nan threatened to blow up the nursing home, and told a dementia patient she was ‘mad’ while pulling a face at her. HAHAHAHAHA.
dearoldlove: When I’m having a horrible day, a perfect day, or just a regular day, I just wish I had you to share everything, anything with. I Miss You So Much ♥
Sometimes, the memory of you stings my eyes and knots my stomach. But only sometimes.
Back when I was struggling with life, my room mate made a blog and wrote this to me while I was at my parent’s house. It made me heaps happy :) I totally understand why you wear protective lenses at 5am. And most of the time it’s the birds that make me angry. I don’t want you to be angry, or sad. Anymorrrre! Wake up, it is lunch time. Just wake up, it is okay. Go to sleep, I will...
Why couldn’t you love me then as much as you love weed now?
HAHAHA fuck I love The Inbetweeners
I swear when I know getting involved with a boy is a terrible idea, it makes me want to do it more.
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me And your kiss won’t make me weak But no-one in this world knows me the way you know me So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.
i'm losing what's left of my dignity, but i'll...
Today I had a moment that definitely makes the top 10 most embarrassing moments of my life list. I am unsure if it’s even going to be able to be portrayed properly in words, but please be assured that it was down right humiliating. K so, they’re doing roadworks all around uni and today they had one lane closed near the roundabout and all those orange cones were outlining the path to...
I know that you’ve had a shitty night and I know exactly what sitting in the dark bawling on a bus with your ipod in, heading back to somewhere you don’t want to be feels like. So this is an attempt to cheer you up :) you are an amazingly beautiful person, and everytime we talk even though it’s mostly depressing shit, I end up laughing, whether it’s at how ridiculously...
When I’m alone and everything is still and quiet, that’s when I miss you the most. It feels like I’m suffocating on our memories.
Let’s not be strangers anymore. Life’s too unfriendly as it is.
Fancy a woman of my age being put into a place like this– My 76 year old Nan, on being put into a nursing home.
end of depression session.
I have tortured myself enough for one night. I’m going to Macdonalds to stress eat.
I hate that you’re the reason that I feel like this, but when I do feel like this, you’re the only person that I want to talk to and the only person that could ever make me feel better. Whoever said there’s a fine line between love and hate was so right, because I fucking hate you but if I didn’t love you then I wouldn’t be sitting here listening to our old songs and...